begone ye spirit of superman!

this morning I woke up anxious- which is a common symptom when I am in a place of stillness. It takes a while to get used to the silence. I always begin to wonder what's happening at home, at church, at lifeway, and elsewhere. I worry, will the world survive without my input?  this is a major confession of self-magnification... that if i slow down and are out of the game that things may not  continue the way i want them to continue. Lord, save me from this attitude so that I can trust the real Superman adored not with a cape, but the blessed scars of my redemption.