I surrender

I’ve seen what my control can to do myself and others.
I know all about what happens when I rely on myself.
But I’ve come to the end of myself.
I’ve wrecked myself time and time again as I’ve chased my own shadow long enough
And so here I am desperate for change that I cannot in any way orchestrate.
I wave the white flag of surrender.
I surrender my life to you.
Everything every part of me.
I want to hear your song-not mine.
This is the place I’d rather be
We come to this holy altar-
It’s a place where we recognize who God really is and are thankful that we aren’t Him.
And by coming to you- I lay down everything
every part of me.
My dreams
My fears
My cravings
My addictions
My Anger
My doubts
My sadness
My zeal
My hurts
My wounded-ness
My future
My past
My emptiness
My emotional disconnectedness
And Like that woman poured out her greatest treasure
I will pour out my worship to you
You are worthy of my worship.
You deserve the very all of me
Take me, Jesus.
I trust you.
My hope is in you.
Who in heaven do I have but you, God?
I surrender
I raise my white flag and I unconditionally give you everything.
I surrender.