constantly thrown back

into self doubt
wondering if the steps
my feet tend to make are prompted by You
or if it is only the good nature of me
(which is no good)
utter a phrase of self-saying slander
above the meaningless banter
and i come back to that time I remember
around cool november
when slumber was easy
and nothing was heavy
except the feeling
that the moment would pass
(and it did)
i'm only glad i realized it and savored it
just that moment...
And i wonder if something more than this
will ever happen again.

Comments

[jessy]

i want to learn more about u and your god

[jessy]

i want to learn more about u and your god

[Matt Tullos]

Hi Jessy, i (the former) am rather insignificant. And my God couldn't be more significant. He is everything that really matters in the eternalness of my life. He is Jesus. I am baptized into His presence through the Holy Ghost. I've questioned Him often but I've always found Him to be greater than any question i could ever pose. And I have been seduced by his grace and forgiveness. He is Freedom. that's a short answer.

[john]

well said

we wait for the long answer now

trying to put word-handles on the mystical relationship escapes me sometimes beyond the typical overused phrases church folk use

your comment is what i, and probably most disciples, wish they knew how to say

thanks