self doubt vol. 41 issue 32 section 5 page 4 lower left hand column
Tuesday, September 13, 2005 at 02:48PM can i make the right choice and how is it affecting my children when i am this way or that it might cause a problem schedule wise beyond the normal decisions of missionary over american culture but it's too late to change the direction when discipline seems to be the greater issue and controling the passion and depression that says the road i've taken is way far gone beyond the purpose of which i was intended to do everyday for the rest of my life's mission in the damascus road experience that may or may not have happened when i am simply trying to please my bossfatherwifechildfriendstrangerclient but never truly feeling satisfied with applause because the cross holds no such jewel and i am a hypocrite for even listening for it and yet the drum and vibration of the Spirit is calling me to drop the selfish titles and even the jokes that i cleverly interject self serving i'm sure.
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