who am i?

I am loved by Christ...

often wrong
rarely strong
seduced by grace
fixed in place
soaked in tears
bent to fears
a mix of duality
i long for centrality
homesick
heaven bent
wounded, limping
yet unrelenting
rebel some days
parodoxical haze
sick and healed
mercy revealed
faithful, bold, and perfectly formed
wandering, timid, disfigured and scorned
enigma, riddle, mystery, no clue
firm, unchanging, promised, and true