gaining new insight...

through this time of renewed prayer. It's my firm belief that the enemy is testing my vow to pray an hour a day.

Last night I received this message: "I don't really believe you are serious about this vow. You don't have the strength or the discipline to complete it. You need rest not prayer."

There's a real "prove it to me" message and I have to simply rebuke this, speak to it, and refute this accusation on my knees. I mentioned before that I had asked God to speak to me during my sleep. This didn't happen last night and I don't really think it happened the night before last. (See previous post) I think it is because of the dark-light battle that is occuring. Last night I had lots of sexual types of images thrown up on to the screen of my subconscious mind during sleep. Disgusting enough to actually turn my stomach. Very strange. I just believe this is another sign of the spiritual battle I face. Whatever God is trying to say to me, is being met with firm resistence.

I am looking forward to my time of prayer after work and I pray for strength and the ability to hear from God in faith.

I believe God is preparing me for something.