Tuesday
Jan042005
the water's fine
Tuesday, January 4, 2005 at 03:18PM after i got settled into the work i found that my energy came back up to full speed. I think i was just a bit stressed about whether i could do the things that i needed to do. It's weird. I've done this stuff for over 12 years but i still have twinges of self-doubt that i battle. I find myself saying- "Can you really do this. Are you past your prime? Can you be creative? Have you ever been creative? Is this the year that i'll be cast off for younger more creative people? I've had those kinds of thoughts this year. My prayer is that the Lord will show me clearly when it's time for me to stop doing this and go back into a more monastic vocation.

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